Friday Night Lights...

ahhh today was a good day turned great...
unexplainable...
like really...
it was fun...
funny...
took a nice amount of pictures too...
and...
well yea...
I'm pissed sometimes because a way...
that i maybe should not...
and sometimes I can feel so good and I' like score this is life...
then sometimes YOU can be unRAW...
and then I'm like...
This Can't Be Life...
But today, was the score this is life days...
I was the Mascot...
at the football game...
and we won...
the luck of the jaguars...
they had a shooting star in disguise...
and like lately...
I've just been so Raw $on...
I don't know what it is really...
my thoughts are so revolutionary fam...
mysteries was also funny today...
i got hot seated...
fam idk...
life right now...
i dont even know if im feeling the right thing right now...
because YOU'VE made feelings seem like a fairy tale...
the line is blurred now...
dont know which way to go...
know what i want to do...
but dont know whats best...

http://www.imeem.com/people/nuZrT-/music/Vb0pzGnu/beanie-sigeljayzscarface-this-cant-be-life/

but lifes good...

Spirit night

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Sometimes It Gets Lonely...

and right now is one of those times, i know i vowed (to myself) to put her behind my back, and not give her so much importance in life, because that's all she had done for me---no matter what i said, no matter what she said, it ended up being the same thing, and now we're through, and it honestly hurts, a lot, but that's life, shouldn't have to be though---but i can't just keep it out of my mind, especially right now, it's a Friday night, and we actually haven't said much all week, but this is the loneliest i have felt yet...i haven't talked to anyone tonight, it seems like they all have gone to sleep or whatever, and we would have been on the phone right now man...just laughing it up, talking about EVERYTHING...if not on the phone at least texting...that would be fine......but we're not...and she's out of my life...not because i wished it...because we made it..

Shes Out Of My Life - Michael Jackson
..fml..that song explains about HALF of how i feel..

New Stuff...

i've been working REALLY hard in my garage lately, usings millions of different sampling techniques, sampling from tons of vinyl records..and i still havent found..THAT SOUND...that im looking for...like its way more complex than anyone thinks it is..even me...i have new stuff thats good..but that doesnt mean its what im looking for...so..until i find it...i'll keep listening to records...sampling any and all interesting parts..........i'll find my sound..........wish i had


i'm motivated...

thats all for now


PEACE>>>>>>>>>>>>>>.

Truth...

i dont even know why i still try...
its not working out...
because of how i feel...
and she's not even trying to change the feeling...
if u REALLY cared about someone...
u'd do something...
and thats whats missing...
so as of now...
we're done...




*she opens her eyes wide...and realizes that it doesnt matter to her anymore*

ChaMpiOn SoUnD Set-Up

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@ The End Of The Day

it was a good day, and it will change the direction that the future was headed in...