today was cool...since i finished all my hours @ work, i decided to show up WHERE I BELONG...the boyz n girls club, in general, but specifically the studio there...one of my favorite places to go this summer really...its like u enter a different world up there, totally different atmosphere, some drama, but mostly calm, serious, funny, complex, and simple at the same time......anyway...it was me, Brandon G, this other dude DeShawn (that i made a beat for, we'll be working on that song)..Raj. stopped by..and the other staff of the studio this female Carly was there...we chillaxed..i sold Brandon some incense (good lookin')...we burned it chilled...i showed brandon a beat..i made a new beat...for me & DeShawn (
By My Decree.mp3 - WeIrD eYe)
and yea...that'll turn out to be something hot...weird productions....
so ya...i went to the promenade with alexas cousin...we walked around there for a bit...i got some info on applying for a job...got some japanese soda and pocky..yum....
OH HOW COULD I 4GET...MY NEW RECORD CAME IN THE MAIL TODAY...THE BEATLES - STRAWBERRY FIELDS FOREVER(hi marilyn), AND PENNY LANE...BOUT TIME TO BUY THAT MPC...1 OR 2 DAYS MAYNE...=) ANXIOUS TO CLICK THAT BUTTON
-i keep running into B. things are weird...trying to straighten them out
8/31/09
This Too Shall Come Too Pass...
well, i'm done working, a month and a half i worked i think, it could have been two months but i finished my hoursn on friday...so...im back at the club...or home..whatever...the lady that works at hour weekly and runs the urban media foundation program im in says her and the CEO of our weekly are going to rehire me though, for Urban Media Foundation...that should be cool...=) they like my work ethic, attitude, and such........
on another note, my last check is coming September 11th...along with 100 extra dollars because SOMEONE at work nominated me for this young intern with great ethic type thing you know...cant say thAts not a great honor....unbelievable i'm about to blow about 500 on this MPC 500 but its worth it..
.so i say its not blowing it..its more like investing....=) really excited...and with about $220 also on the way and 100 left over from past checks...the weekend after my 1st half week of school..with be splurge mania....
8/30/09

Threaded thoughts inspire finical drawings
Blue odes shoot rhythm to even the jagged oddity
Golden fingers warm my indifferences to disperse
Catch the cat on fire, and deplete the inconsistencies
The back pops.. Signs of the past run wild
A memoir is kept behind an aloof golden haven
Clear as translucency can be to the eyes, but clearer to the skies
The world is a stolen place, when opened mouths break the seed of silence
Thanks to breaths, inhales, and exhales, I parade in symmetry
Vexed at the moonlight, and zealous of the exfoliantees
je veux écrire plus
Golden fingers warm my indifferences to disperse
Catch the cat on fire, and deplete the inconsistencies
The back pops.. Signs of the past run wild
A memoir is kept behind an aloof golden haven
Clear as translucency can be to the eyes, but clearer to the skies
The world is a stolen place, when opened mouths break the seed of silence
Thanks to breaths, inhales, and exhales, I parade in symmetry
Vexed at the moonlight, and zealous of the exfoliantees
je veux écrire plus
SPOILED BY INDIFFERENCES
PUTRID ROSES
FOUND ON A MORALLY DISTURBED HEIGHT OF SOCIETY
NESTLED AS THE HEROINE OF AIR
OBTRUDED OVER MOUNTAIN TOPS THAT GO FURTHER THAN FAIRIES AND THEIR EXISTING IMAGINATIONS
I WANT TO SEE THEM ALIVE, BUT I DON'T WANT TO GROW IMPATIENT
WITH THE FUCK, I STOOD THERE GLISTENING LIKE MARYJANE'S SHRUB
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8/29/09
Nothing To It

I paid truce AT odds with myself
I can make math problems for you
I can cry him a river, build a bridge, and go over it
You know nothing, you know not that I believe it to be heartless to do so
-- To my imagination running too far
It's senseless to invite ideas of contemporary jazz into an anti social bag of instruments
Likewise, ending up on land would be like staying up all morning
Thoughts wake up like a sunrise does its illuminating
I can cry him a river, build a bridge, and go over it
You know nothing, you know not that I believe it to be heartless to do so
-- To my imagination running too far
It's senseless to invite ideas of contemporary jazz into an anti social bag of instruments
Likewise, ending up on land would be like staying up all morning
Thoughts wake up like a sunrise does its illuminating
in XX
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Thoughts whelm the m
8/28/09
Birthdays

I'm trying to remember something I had on my mind earlier today.
Sometimes we don't talk.
Sometimes our hour long conversations are occupied with nothing but our hums to songs.
I think it's usually a writer's reference.
I really wish i could empty my thoughts during the night into a horrible dream and wake up with a set of rolling eyes to recollect all my thoughts that had been transmuted into a chain of events. It might have led to trauma, but only in the sense of damaging my ego.
Er, Hi Solomon.
Hey W O R L D
Friday.
My last day of working here at Our Weekly, because I worked through all my hours so quickly...so I typed up a letter, I'm going to leave it under the CEO's door...and then go pick up my 3rd check...and that will be that...end of my summer job =/...it was fun while it lasted..and i shall reap good benifits from it..now i can get some last minute hanging out in with WHOEVER...summers almost over man..and still have no school suff..i guess thats what next week is for...getting all that done..im excited about how next week will turn out really though..i'll talk about all that other stuff later
so friday.....ok.ima leave work at 11:00...then i'll go pick up my check...go home...or go where my brother and mom are going if she can't drop me off.....i'll call myles or something....because we have had plans since like monday for him to come over today and work on stuff(music) and my garage...but he made plans after that i guess...my bimbo @$$ bestfriend...lol..but yea...and i'll get my thing..uhh..yea buy my MPC 500 i mean..and what not...j dilla kit..even though i have one...OHHH that's wat i'll do at home..call eulalia and make some mroe drum kits outta all these loops Mylo gave..sounds good
Solo, diPPin' dOwN & oUt...peaceeee>>>>
so friday.....ok.ima leave work at 11:00...then i'll go pick up my check...go home...or go where my brother and mom are going if she can't drop me off.....i'll call myles or something....because we have had plans since like monday for him to come over today and work on stuff(music) and my garage...but he made plans after that i guess...my bimbo @$$ bestfriend...lol..but yea...and i'll get my thing..uhh..yea buy my MPC 500 i mean..and what not...j dilla kit..even though i have one...OHHH that's wat i'll do at home..call eulalia and make some mroe drum kits outta all these loops Mylo gave..sounds good
Solo, diPPin' dOwN & oUt...peaceeee>>>>
Thursday. Continued...
Chapters 4, 5, & 6
So, we got back to kims house...i still hadnt figured that i wasn't going to go to the boyz n girls club yet...and we're just slouching around the house...drinking water...talking...playing with her little bros....we played guitar hero...which is the only game i suck at..so yea i lost..all the same it was fun..we had some cereal..YUM YUM i love cereal...blah blah..called my mom finally decided that it would make no sense to go down there then take the bus back to western...and all this...planned to go later...then she told me Sayda's going to come over...that was a happy suprise...so...i planned on steering clear of her(idk why, u know me, shy)..but not really avoiding..just hiding....soo she comes in..blah blah im all smiling and laughing inside...because it was like nice 2 see her again..even though...I'm black...and so...i hid..then moved to the front..adn crouched by the side of the couch......THEN SHE CAME IN THERE..(she smelt the black blood)...hehe..awesome black blood..so when she wasnt looking i looked up so when she turned around she would see me...and she did..and her face was scared, suprised, and happy all at once.that was cool..so we go back in kims room..blah blah..chillin talkin...(i finally found a way to convince my mom to just pick me up later)..^_^...which was great ..Jeanette came...so yea...we all talked...told some..SECRETSSSSS$$$$$$$$$$$$....haha...i sold to packs of incense to kim...one 2 sayda...made some videos on peoples walls...had quesadillas( if thats how u spell it )...went to the ice cream truck...before the quesadillas though...like that was the event that happened b4........and AWWW MAANNN SaYdA said we werent getting married anymore !!! =( hot damn...because..was it when i was talking about shortness...(im sowwy)..i was 100% kidding..because that 100% doesnt matter to me...pshawwwwww....haha..so please...marry me....Hahhahahaha...NNN EEE WAAAyy..for the fun of it i kept bringing up that i was black and thats why this and that...i didnt really think that about what we were talking about...but when im serious about that u can tell..."and it aint funny when a nigga gotta get money"...
anything else special..nah not really i dont think..it was just really good to see sayda and kim again...it was cool seeing jeanette too you know...but i never saw her DAY to DAY..and developed a DEEP bond with her..u know...i haven't even seen sayda all summer til that day...luckuly i'll see her at school...but see i saw kim before thursday this summer..ONCE..at my talent show...but now she will NOT be attending skool..which will suck..but thats life..just keep living..its not like we wont see each other ever again........
well yes..that was thursday...and this is friday my last day of work..i'll be back later with all that freshjive...Solo,..or a jeanette said "Sam" signing off..PEaCe>>
So, we got back to kims house...i still hadnt figured that i wasn't going to go to the boyz n girls club yet...and we're just slouching around the house...drinking water...talking...playing with her little bros....we played guitar hero...which is the only game i suck at..so yea i lost..all the same it was fun..we had some cereal..YUM YUM i love cereal...blah blah..called my mom finally decided that it would make no sense to go down there then take the bus back to western...and all this...planned to go later...then she told me Sayda's going to come over...that was a happy suprise...so...i planned on steering clear of her(idk why, u know me, shy)..but not really avoiding..just hiding....soo she comes in..blah blah im all smiling and laughing inside...because it was like nice 2 see her again..even though...I'm black...and so...i hid..then moved to the front..adn crouched by the side of the couch......THEN SHE CAME IN THERE..(she smelt the black blood)...hehe..awesome black blood..so when she wasnt looking i looked up so when she turned around she would see me...and she did..and her face was scared, suprised, and happy all at once.that was cool..so we go back in kims room..blah blah..chillin talkin...(i finally found a way to convince my mom to just pick me up later)..^_^...which was great ..Jeanette came...so yea...we all talked...told some..SECRETSSSSS$$$$$$$$$$$$....haha...i sold to packs of incense to kim...one 2 sayda...made some videos on peoples walls...had quesadillas( if thats how u spell it )...went to the ice cream truck...before the quesadillas though...like that was the event that happened b4........and AWWW MAANNN SaYdA said we werent getting married anymore !!! =( hot damn...because..was it when i was talking about shortness...(im sowwy)..i was 100% kidding..because that 100% doesnt matter to me...pshawwwwww....haha..so please...marry me....Hahhahahaha...NNN EEE WAAAyy..for the fun of it i kept bringing up that i was black and thats why this and that...i didnt really think that about what we were talking about...but when im serious about that u can tell..."and it aint funny when a nigga gotta get money"...
anything else special..nah not really i dont think..it was just really good to see sayda and kim again...it was cool seeing jeanette too you know...but i never saw her DAY to DAY..and developed a DEEP bond with her..u know...i haven't even seen sayda all summer til that day...luckuly i'll see her at school...but see i saw kim before thursday this summer..ONCE..at my talent show...but now she will NOT be attending skool..which will suck..but thats life..just keep living..its not like we wont see each other ever again........
well yes..that was thursday...and this is friday my last day of work..i'll be back later with all that freshjive...Solo,..or a jeanette said "Sam" signing off..PEaCe>>
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