Friday Night Lights...

ahhh today was a good day turned great...
unexplainable...
like really...
it was fun...
funny...
took a nice amount of pictures too...
and...
well yea...
I'm pissed sometimes because a way...
that i maybe should not...
and sometimes I can feel so good and I' like score this is life...
then sometimes YOU can be unRAW...
and then I'm like...
This Can't Be Life...
But today, was the score this is life days...
I was the Mascot...
at the football game...
and we won...
the luck of the jaguars...
they had a shooting star in disguise...
and like lately...
I've just been so Raw $on...
I don't know what it is really...
my thoughts are so revolutionary fam...
mysteries was also funny today...
i got hot seated...
fam idk...
life right now...
i dont even know if im feeling the right thing right now...
because YOU'VE made feelings seem like a fairy tale...
the line is blurred now...
dont know which way to go...
know what i want to do...
but dont know whats best...

http://www.imeem.com/people/nuZrT-/music/Vb0pzGnu/beanie-sigeljayzscarface-this-cant-be-life/

but lifes good...

Spirit night

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Sometimes It Gets Lonely...

and right now is one of those times, i know i vowed (to myself) to put her behind my back, and not give her so much importance in life, because that's all she had done for me---no matter what i said, no matter what she said, it ended up being the same thing, and now we're through, and it honestly hurts, a lot, but that's life, shouldn't have to be though---but i can't just keep it out of my mind, especially right now, it's a Friday night, and we actually haven't said much all week, but this is the loneliest i have felt yet...i haven't talked to anyone tonight, it seems like they all have gone to sleep or whatever, and we would have been on the phone right now man...just laughing it up, talking about EVERYTHING...if not on the phone at least texting...that would be fine......but we're not...and she's out of my life...not because i wished it...because we made it..

Shes Out Of My Life - Michael Jackson
..fml..that song explains about HALF of how i feel..

New Stuff...

i've been working REALLY hard in my garage lately, usings millions of different sampling techniques, sampling from tons of vinyl records..and i still havent found..THAT SOUND...that im looking for...like its way more complex than anyone thinks it is..even me...i have new stuff thats good..but that doesnt mean its what im looking for...so..until i find it...i'll keep listening to records...sampling any and all interesting parts..........i'll find my sound..........wish i had


i'm motivated...

thats all for now


PEACE>>>>>>>>>>>>>>.

Truth...

i dont even know why i still try...
its not working out...
because of how i feel...
and she's not even trying to change the feeling...
if u REALLY cared about someone...
u'd do something...
and thats whats missing...
so as of now...
we're done...




*she opens her eyes wide...and realizes that it doesnt matter to her anymore*

ChaMpiOn SoUnD Set-Up

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@ The End Of The Day

it was a good day, and it will change the direction that the future was headed in...

3 Day Weekend...

was very cool...
and so much stuff went through my mind, and not just good ideas about music, ideas about people, many thoughts, mostly positive some negative, but it was all good, thinking for the sake of thinking is how philosophy's and theory's are developed...

but anyway lets start with THE END OF THE DAY..on friday
friday...???
OH band
yesa and was dope...me and sultan made a song....me on drums and him on guitar...it was awesome...i just relaxed the rest of that night...it was just a good day from start to finish

saturday went to amoeba first with my dad...and i got 1 Lootpack CD, 1 Madlib CD, 2 Dilla CDs, and 4 records...its just all dope dope dope...i really enjoy what i got...like there's no beating it, FASHOO ima be back up there soon..after that it was my dads radio show again...so i chilled in there and listened to him do his Emerging Legend for the day...it was Dr.Dre...haha so we were in there umpin G-Funk & Gangsta Rap...shout out to Evince for tuning in....that day was good

sunday...
went to grandmas house...in the valley...just chilled out there....did some homework...swam...my mom let me drive down the long street my grandma lives on (Don Pio Dr)..and it was goood practice..she said she'd start letting me drive more regularly..so im sure i'll be ready by the time i try and get my license.......on our way back home i bought some candy for some people (hehehe)...and we went to all these other places..it was cool hangin with mom...even though the other 2 children were eing very annoying...it was fun..i finally started my world civ homework 2

NOW MONDAY...got up earlier than planned because my peoples made so much noise...but i got up...bid ona talking watch on eay...that ima check ina sec....and looked at other stuff...i got an ipod on the way...finished my world civ..and i've een planning to work on some music since...im about to go after i finish writing this......i listened to this brandun deshay beat pack...it was dope...but im not gonna buy a beat.......$100 fam....but someone else should..and would..and could....well thats all for now folks...this is Mr Drum Stix..signing off

peace >>>>>>